Holy shit!
I didn't update here in MONTHS!!!
Like months!!!!!!!
I wonder if people here thought i was dead or something...~_~
but no! I am still alive ( Surprising, ain't it? ^_~ )
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So yeah, not much is new in my life...Got a job I hate and a Fiancee I love :P
I've been playing WoW recently ( yes I know...i am dooooomed to no-lifeness )
And i've been going out more and more ( YAY! )
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So that's about it...
Peace out bitches :D

O M G
Am i writing a entry on El Jay... I SURE AM!!!
This is the before work obligatory emo post.
So Yeah, I cut my Wrist ( Hair ) and went to a my chemical romance concert ( Anime con )
it's was o.k , could've been better XD . What's funny is when i told people i hated anime XD
Their reactions were priceless. I went there with spiked ( emo ) Hair and nail polish + eyeliner...I hard a hard time convincing people i was straight especially since i went to some panel called " Yaoi free for all " ROFL!

Anyways, that was my weekend, now back to the boring work life.
The working Panda~
Mangi~


P.S: The daft punk + kanye west remix of stronger is made of so much ownaged!!!

I know it's been forever since I posted something here but now i need to get something off my chest.

These past weeks I've been having these feelings where I think I was meant to be lonely and unloved. I dunno why i feel like this...I have a great girlfriend...Great friends...I just don't know what to do about it anymore.

Sorry for the emoness of this post...but it had to come out.
I am presently crying a lot too now...wow i am pathetic.





Mangi~
Kevin.

Ask me one question and I will answer it fairly and honestly. Comments will NOT be screened. (I reserve the right to throw out questions I deem too personal, however. In such a case, you're free to ask another. ;))

Ask me (one or several) question(s) about each (or any) of the following:

1. Friends.
2. Sex.
3. Music.
4. Drugs.
5. Love.
6. LiveJournal.

No matter how rude, sexual, or confidential.
Then post this in your journal and see what questions you get asked! For the purposes of me I have made this friends only.

Just a resume on what's happening in my life currently for all my LJ readers :3
1. I am Still very happily mated To my Cannet**, going on 9 months and still very strong <3
2. I Started to practice my poetry a bit more because i am just that GreatSucky.
Finally: I discovered this great new group Kamelot
There amazing, check them out!!

That was all from me...for now!
Your Canda*
Arashi!




*Canda: A giant panda/Feline Hybrid.
**Cannet: A Maine Coon/fennec Fox hybrid.

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Because i really have nothing better to do and half dead tired.

Stolen from somebody.. :

1. I ___ Arashi.

2. I want to _____ Arashi.

3. Arashi is ______.

4. Arashi and I are _____.

5. If I was alone in a room with Arashi I would probably _____.

6. I wish Arashi could _____.

7. Arashi should ______.

8. Arashi reminds me of _____.

9. If Arashi was an animal, he would be a ________.

10. One day, Arashi and I will __________.

11.If Arashi leaves I will ___________.

12.If Arashi stays I will ___________.

13.If Arashi was a noob I would ___________.

14.If Arashi died I would __________.

15.If Arashi asked you out you would ___________.

16.when im alone in a LOCKED room with Arashi i would _______.

Repost this in your journal , changing the names obviously.

Post here and i will tell you the first word that comes to my mind about you.
Repost this in your journal and see what weird answers you all may get XD.

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Straight Preference You scored 21 (-52 being completely gay, 0 being bisexual, and 52 being completely straight)

You are not exclusively heterosexual, but you prefer the opposite sex over the same sex. While you might be willing to fool around with the same sex to some extent, you would go all the way with the opposite sex. If you are sexually inexperienced, it is possible that this could change after you do some experimenting.

My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on Orientation

Link: The Sexuality Spectrum Test written by tall_man_54 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

I say this as to be very very precise XD

Post here and i'll tell you if i would date you. ( if i was single of course )
Then repost this in your journal! I dare you X3

Post here and i will tell you one thing i admire about you, and you will repost this on your journal to spread the love <3.

It's Presently 3:15AM
And i am up with none other than my sweetie <3
Je L'adore...
Je suis son Chaton <3


I love her...
O i love her so much ^^
And i hope she loves me as much as i love her~!

They try to catch me ridin dirtay XDDDD
Anyways ^^;;, not much as happened to me lately... i am finally motivated on losing weight XDD and i am working out (DDR) at least 45 mins - 1 hour each day :D!
Hormones caught up to me again,*sighs* these things don't seem to want to get away Grrrrrrr D<
I won't be lonely for Valentines! :D And btw munemunenyo sent me the cutest Panda plush, a cute drawing and some yummy chocolate... she is my valentine ^_^; , i love her much much <3
That's all i can think of i think... Yeah for the moment X3
Arashi/Mangi/Kevin/Buttmunch/MurrYiffYFox56473 XDDDD

I would like all the Take a minute of silence for my good friend Cnipur, Who just went through an operation. We all think about you cnipur and wish for a fast recovery <33. We all love you very much <3333


All my prayers and whishes goes to him.
Arashi~

I've come up with Answers to certain questions i've been asking myself and the solution to them, some of the solutions hurt but i have no choice, If i ever want to be somewhat happy i got to do what i think is right, First off , a massive cleanage of my aim and msn list, yes i am blocking, erasing Whoever i dun want to talk to anymore. Second, I have to accept the fact that i am Bisexual, I like guys and girls... i have to accept it, it might be hard at first but i will overcome it. Third off, As most of you may know , i was in a relation with a wonderful girl by the name of shelby or munemunenyo , Due to the distance i decided to end it, it was and is very very hard but i am managing, we are still very close and i believe that someday we will be reunited.

That's all that i had to say for now,
More to come later when i feel a bit better
Writting this down already kinda made me feel better
See ya all later.

Arashi~

Back from NY, I had a great time and got closer to my friends :D but i am much happy to be back home <3!
Went to a movie, ate at restaurants i never went to had fun in general!!!!
But like i said , very happy to be back home!